failure..is not an option.

Growing old is mandatory, and growing up isn’t always easy. This year, I celebrated my birthday during the fasting month of Ramadhan. Hope it brings more barakah :). There are so many decisions to make at this time in your life and so many changes with family and friends. People treat you like a child in some ways, but expect you to act like an adult in others. And to overcome all of the pressures that keep on coming in, you need your friends.

I feel very grateful to have wonderful friends around me. Thank you all for the birthday wishes, whether you remember it by heart, or you set it in your phone reminder or whether Friendster’s birthday reminders told you so. Hehe. I had a great time with Syazerq, Anat, Miok and Jett at Dominos and we ate like monsters! Hahahaha. Just before that, we met Pcha there and thot of inviting her to join us but she came there with her parents. So we hugged, snapped some pics and then bye bye. We continued melantak-ing until it was almost 8 then we rushed to perform our solah. After Isyak, Jett went back to UM with her UM friends, Anat went back by taxi. Alone (OMG x prcaye gell!). And Miok and Syazerq followed me to UKM. Big YEAY. So im not alone. But if they weren’t following pun, I still have my matric friend who’ll be going back to UKM as well. I might just go back with him kot. To Anat, merci beaucoup pour the birthday present. Increases my the-thing-you-know-what collection. (Alaa the thing which comes together with the top!!! BAAHAHAA). And to Syazerq, Mr.Sponge has been keeping its eyes on me every single time I study/sleep/etc. Thanxo mucho babe. Oh not forgetting Pey, thank you very much for the choc and cookies. Sgt sedap. It was very nice of you to come the other night. (Padahal xdela jauh sgt pun kan!!! Hehehe). Oh btw, I didn’t get to distribute my birthday cake to everyone as we’re fasting during the day kan. But anyway, thanks to you Abg Jai for the black forest cake you got me from Starbucks and to Kak Dee for the oreo cheese you got me from Secret Recipe. Penat ku menghabiskannya! Gagagaa

Growing up isn’t THAT bad. No matter what happens, the trick is to just be yourself. Because the hardest thing in the world is to be something you’re not. But afterall, life isn’t about if you have lots of friends or if you’re alone. And it’s not about how accepted or unaccepted you are. Life just isn’t about that. But it’s about who you love and who you hurt; and it’s about how you feel about yourself – what you say or what you mean. So, appreciate life while you still can. You’ll still find something that you treasure along the way. Selamat Berpuasa everyone

Avoiding jealousy, overcoming ignorance, building confidence.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY PUDDS. SWEET 19.